陪棒无度过漫长岁月

I'm 21 years old. I used to think for a long time about what it would be like to reach 21, and now that I'm here, it doesn't feel like much. I'm just feeling very sentimental. At 20, I met someone I love very, very much, and I hope she will be in my life in the future. I am really, really, really super happy 🥰. A phrase popped into my mind: "After crossing the peaks, I found no one waiting." Best, I want to conclude with the text I prepared at 19: "On that day, I was twenty-one, the golden age of my life. I have so many extravagant wishes. I want to love, want to eat, and also want to instantly become the half-bright, half-dark clouds in the sky. Later, I realized that life is a slow process of being hammered down; people grow old day by day, and extravagant wishes disappear day by day, eventually becoming like a cow that has been hammered. However, when I celebrated my twenty-first birthday, I did not foresee this. Wang Xiaobo, 'The Golden Age.'" At first, I saw a comment from an older brother on v2ex, and later, I often think of this phrase. Now, life, oh, just let me wield my knife! I am ready 😎.