Red - Accompanying Anthony Through Long Years I
◆ Every now and then sunshine is warm making life extremely long.
Preface
◆ He occasionally sends some messages to everyone. Although they are in Chinese and we all recognize those characters, the meaning combined from those characters is something no one can understand. For example, "I want to take you flying"... what does that mean? Jumping off the roof together...
Red - Accompanying Anthony Through Long Years I
◆ Sometimes I vaguely feel that I want to stay in this city forever, get married, have children, and grow old slowly, living a peaceful and stable life. My favorite female singer is getting married again, seems to be pregnant, and is going to retire from the music scene. She says, if one day I stop singing, I hope you forget me. How to forget? Dreaming at midnight about the person I like, waking up in the morning, suddenly thinking of the song sung by that female singer. She sings, longing is a very mysterious thing, like a shadow following me. I like a sentence - sometimes the sunshine is very good, sometimes the sunshine is very dark. This is life.
I slept.
Good night.
◆ But will those people I liked ever meet again? Will those touching things be remembered again?
◆ I am not afraid of wasting money; I don't have that much money to waste. I am only afraid that you don't care about my many feelings.
◆ The leftover beer bottles from that day were left by the sea; we didn't collect them.
◆ From the very beginning, you were special; your eyes were very considerate. We all walked barefoot through whispers and rumors. Before this, who was I? You appeared in front of me, and in an instant, everything changed.
◆ Compared to deep things, I prefer shallow ones, but occasionally being deep may not be bad.
◆ I am thinking, even if I know these things, there must be some things you silently did for me that I don't know about.
◆ We always appear together on campus, in the cafeteria, library, classroom, and at the station. I occasionally wonder what you are like doing these things alone now.
◆ Why does happiness also bring tears? It irrigated my wilderness and bloomed roses. I am not tired, I am not sleeping, I am not resting, I am not closing my eyes, I don't want to waste every second in this world where you are.
◆ Is it true that a person can only say "I love you" 10,000 times in a lifetime? So some people just refuse to say it.
◆ What we often hear does not mean it is worth believing; it is likely just those lazy people casually saying it.
◆ While waiting for the bus, I ate the leftover orange. It was the first orange I ate after arriving in Australia.
◆ Dear No. 2, I feel that there is nothing in life that must be done, nor is there anything that cannot be given up.
◆ That day on MSN, I told you I loved you. After six seconds, you replied, "Thank you." At that moment, I suddenly felt terrible.
◆ Alright, I forgive you. You can go now. Is that enough? Or do you think even my forgiveness for you comes too late and is not effective?
◆ In winter, I didn't particularly miss home, but I occasionally missed you.
◆ I seriously feel that if spring comes, then I, Anthony, should also start to thrive.
◆ I know well that happiness is not as strong as loneliness, but I never expected that before the expiration date, it would start to feel uneasy and rot.
◆ It turns out I saw the bugs. It turns out my world never really had true darkness, haha, hehe.
◆ Just like that, in November, I got a cat, or rather, I should say the cat got me, or perhaps it is not a relationship of possession, but Anthony began to live with a cat.
◆ No. 2, those things we take for granted are not necessarily right.
◆ Thus, he can again watch the sunset on time and think about his relationship with the rose.
◆ If I say my life is very hard and unprecedentedly difficult, will they think I am living in luxury and not knowing it?
◆ However, I am so young; it’s nothing to suffer a bit. The hardest part has passed, and the happiest part has yet to come. Oh yeah.
◆ I asked her, when you are in a strange country, on strange streets, looking at strange scenery, what do you think about?
◆ Consciousness is stronger than the body; language is more rational than emotions.
◆ I originally thought happiness wouldn't last long, but unexpectedly, I am happier day by day - this saying is really both cheap and happy.
◆ No. 2 said it likes authors who can clearly introduce the time, place, and characters in the first sentence.
◆ I have always felt this way, but when I am lonely, doing anything feels unnatural, so let it be.
◆ No. 2: Crocodiles can't stick out their tongues. Anthony: No wonder they always cry.
◆ Our consciousness exists within our bodies. Outside our bodies, there is another world. This relationship often brings us pain, confusion, sadness, and division.
◆ I am thinking you find it very funny. I think of you everywhere. When there are many people, I think of you. When I am alone, you become the main character of my thoughts. Such you makes me envious.
◆ You see, some people just don't understand, no matter what. Some people understand, but they won't ask me what No. 2 really is.
◆ Moreover, those words I say to you, those who don't understand probably find no meaning in them.
◆ Dear No. 2, we are moving again. This time, we are moving to the mountain. I want to say, fortunately, I have you.
◆ My mind is blank, so even I, a person with a poor memory, suddenly remember things from long ago.
◆ Life is determined by who you meet.
◆ When writing to you, I can't add "dear" because we haven't reached that level, you know.
◆ I think it might be because some people, some things, and some places, once you leave, you can't go back, or rather, you always feel you can't go back.
◆ My way of traveling is to go to a place, choose a good hotel, and then start sleeping. When I wake up, I go out to find a good restaurant. After eating enough, I start wandering around without any plan, casually and lazily, able to empty my mind.
◆ Actually, I don't really want to go to so many places; I just want to be with you.
◆ I feel like I intentionally wanted to get myself drunk, and then I don't remember what happened later.
◆ Those futures we have always been curious about and a bit anxious about sometimes feel vaguely bright in my heart.
◆ People without embarrassing stories are really boring.
◆ He is just a new liar appearing in my life.
◆ No. 2, sometimes I feel like I am a bit lewd > <
◆ We always easily feel that others are happy and feel sorry for ourselves.
◆ When I see the lighthouse, I naturally think of you. It's just that now, I feel that even if one day you no longer guide me, I can still find my way back.
◆ I think, a long time means if a lifetime is spent writing a postscript.
◆ Thus, so lonely, I have grown up.
Note: I think I am slowly falling in love with this gentle boy.